The future holds many things, and this, as the year of the Metal Bunny, I hope for the best, more for the people I hold dear, than for myself. If, no, when they flourish, I am content. So, there are two things I vowed to do. And when I make a vow, oath or promise, I will... ah, you know the drill.
Here we go: Apologize for my behaviour last year.
I'm not going to do anything about it, such as explaining or defending myself for what has happened. That would make me a coward, hiding behind a veil of nonsense that none of you deserves. If you'd wish and live in either Holland or Belgium, note me, e-mail me, and I shall and will offer you my sincere apology to you in person, only to hope you'd accept and are able to forgive me for what I've said and done in the past. I hope and wish to do better this, and upcoming years, for none of you deserve such treatment. You all deserve better.
To all who aren't nearby: I am sorry for all the things I have said and done past year, there's nothing I can do to make it up to you, only the promise and oath of no more, for you deserve a better person as friend than I could offer you to be. Finish both blasted schools.
Only one diploma I truly want and that's the one of the GP's assistant. The other... well... I only want it, to say that I have it. Not to do anything with it. If nurses are bitches like they are, excuse me, for I do not belong to that world of snarling growling folk. Plus: I refuse to wash dirty feaces covered bums for the rest of my life.
Oh, have I been working on a secret project I haven't told anyone about? Well... it wouldn't have been a secret if I would have told you about it, right? I'll let you know... eventually.
After that, a life.
Thank you for reading a journal about... things that mean a lot to me.
AstridPS: I have my computer back. yay me