Here we go:
I'm not going to do anything about it, such as explaining or defending myself for what has happened. That would make me a coward, hiding behind a veil of nonsense that none of you deserves. If you'd wish and live in either Holland or Belgium, note me, e-mail me, and I shall and will offer you my sincere apology to you in person, only to hope you'd accept and are able to forgive me for what I've said and done in the past. I hope and wish to do better this, and upcoming years, for none of you deserve such treatment. You all deserve better.
To all who aren't nearby: I am sorry for all the things I have said and done past year, there's nothing I can do to make it up to you, only the promise and oath of no more, for you deserve a better person as friend than I could offer you to be.
Only one diploma I truly want and that's the one of the GP's assistant. The other... well... I only want it, to say that I have it. Not to do anything with it. If nurses are bitches like they are, excuse me, for I do not belong to that world of snarling growling folk. Plus: I refuse to wash dirty feaces covered bums for the rest of my life.
Oh, have I been working on a secret project I haven't told anyone about? Well... it wouldn't have been a secret if I would have told you about it, right? I'll let you know... eventually.
After that, a life.
My life.
Thank you for reading a journal about... things that mean a lot to me.
Yours truly,
Astrid
PS: I have my computer back. yay me







I hope your apoligies will be heard by the people who need them. And I hope your project, as well as you life (which already is a BIG project), will go better than expected.
Year of the metal bunny? Oh dear, we'd better watch out! xD If you have the time, then perhaps you should post a teaser photo of your bunny-involving-cosplay this year. The one with the shiny hat.
Oh... we've talked a lot, drawn a lot of conclusions and a lot of apologies were returned. Thus that done, life goes one. Secret Project School-2 and Project Life are taking off as we speak.
I hope you still have a classic tape-recorder, for I have this very silly song, about a forest bunny with long hair and leather jacket rocking the forest, driving the owl mad with his guitar rock...
Jij ook toitoitoi met school!